Lyrics — Alyssa Gill

L Y R I C S

1. Not Enough

Verse 1:

I gave my all
I drained my energy
Each and everyday to try and make you happy
You took it all
And did it selfishly
You didn’t care or think of who you were affecting

But I keep holding on
Cause you are all I’ve got
Now I need you to see
Your pushing me, keep pushing me

Chorus:

(Cause)
I gave you all the Love
That I could give with my whole heart
So won’t you tell me
Was it not enough?
I sacrificed
I compromised
I vowed to do this all my life
Please tell me
Was it not enough?
Was it not enough?

Verse 2:

I’m trying to see
From your perspective
But I get lost and angry when I see what you have
You seem to be
So disconnected
Every piece I mend one breaks again
I feel so all alone

But I keep holding on
Cause you are all I’ve got
Now I need you to see
Your pushing me, keep pushing me

Chorus:

2. I Feel It Too

Verse 1:

I try not too get mad
It shouldn’t affect me this much
this much
But when I see you sad
It hits me directly too much
too much

But scratches and scars
Wherever you are
They show on my skin
And half of my heart
Is there as your guard
Whenever

Chorus:

Cause
Anything that happens to you I
I feel it too, I feel it
Yeah
Anything that happens to you I
I feel it too, I feel it too much

Verse 2:

You said I’ve forgiven
And I should too
But it’s not so easy to forget
My mind cannot reset
I wish I was stronger
More like you
Just leave all the past and pain behind
And give love one more try

But scratches and scars
Wherever you are
They show on my skin
And half of my heart
Is there as your guard
Whenever

Chorus:

Cause
Anything that happens to you I
I feel it too, I feel it
Yeah
Anything that happens to you I
I feel it too, I feel it
Cause
Anything that happens to you I
I feel it too, I feel it
Yeah
Anything that happens to you I
I feel it too, I feel it

3. Somebody

Verse 1:

What do you want from me?
What do I want for myself?
Stuck in an endless dream
Where you don’t want nobody else

And I’m loosing my mind
(My mind)
Just trying to be someone
And, time after time
(Time)
How can I feel so numb?

Chorus:

I just need somebody
Somebo- Somebody to love
Somebody
I just, I just
I just need somebody
Somebo- Somebody to love
Somebody
I just, I just

Verse 2:

I am vulnerable
I am open to attack
And I’m doing this all for you
Cause I just want you to love me back

And I’m loosing my mind
(My mind)
Just trying to be someone
And, time after time
(Time)
How can I feel so numb?

Chorus:

I just need somebody
Somebo- Somebody to love
Somebody
I just, I just
I just need somebody
Somebo- Somebody to love
Somebody
I just, I just

Bridge:

Can you hear me crying?
Can you hear me screaming out?
Can you hear me crying?
(Yeah, ouh)

Chorus:

I just need somebody
Somebo- Somebody to love
Somebody
I just, I just
I just need somebody
Somebo- Somebody to love
Oh, oh

4. That Kind of Love

Verse 1:

Back when I was young
I envisioned love
Just like mom and dad
What happened to
That kind of love
(That kind of love)

Help me
Stand the times
Put your heart where mine
Used to be
I’m unsteady
Show me
That kind of love
(That kind of love)

Chorus:

So love be easy
Love be kind
Please be gentle
Cause I’m trying
To let my guard down
And let it fall
I envision
That kind of love
That kind of love

Verse 2:

Say I’m beautiful
More than anyone you know
And maybe I’ll believe enough
To think I’m worthy of
That kind of love
That kind of love

Chorus:

So love be easy
Love be kind
Please be gentle
Cause I’m trying
To let my guard down
And let it fall
I envision
That kind of love
That kind of love

(Interlude)

Outro:

So love be easy
Love be kind
Please don’t hurt me
Cause I’m trying
To bring myself
To a place where I
Know I’m worthy of
That kind of love

5. Hope You Find

Verse 1:

I give up
I have done enough
I surrender both these hands
Guess I’m free
No more blaming me
For mistakes
You face yourself

If you
Could see
I’ve never needed much of anything
If you
Knew me
You’d know I only want you happy

Chorus:

I hope you find
Well, I hope you find
Hope you find your way
I hope you find
Well, I hope you find
Hope you find your way

Verse 2:

Promises
No they don’t exist
When it’s you who speaks them true
And, truthfully
You’ve made so many
That I stopped believing too

If you
Could see
I’ve never needed much of anything
If you
Knew me
You’d know I only want you happy

(Outro)

6. Waste My Time

Verse 1:
Attention
Is all that I needed
To make me feel wanted
Cause I’m wanted by you

Intentions
Got me misleading
Thinking where something
When I fear it’s not true

So tell me
Tell me
What’s behind your little lies
Cause you’re
Too hot and cold to realize
That you’re
Messing with my pretty mind
I don’t don’t don’t

Chorus:

Verse 2:

You’re action
Are different than your words
And I’m afraid they hurt
Yeah You drop me

But it’s deep inside
I’ve seen you open to me
Confiding all your hopes and dreams till suddenly
You click and shut it down

So tell me
Tell me
What’s behind your little lies
Cause you’re
Too hot and cold to realize
That you’re
Messing with my pretty mind
I don’t don’t don’t

Chorus:

Bridge:

You want to waste my time
I won’t let you, I won’t let you
Yeah you want to waste my time
I won’t let you, I won’t let you
Yeah , You want to waste my time
I won’t let you, I won’t let you
Waste my time

So tell me
Tell me
What’s behind your little lies
Cause you’re
Too hot and cold to realize
That you’re
Messing with my pretty mind
I don’t don’t don’t

Chorus:

I don’t want to waste my time
Trying to make you love me
But you keep taking all that’s mine
Like you don’t want me to leave
No I don’t
I don’t
I don’t want to waste my
I don’t
I don’t want to waste my
I don’t
I don’t want to waste my time
I don’t, I don’t, I don’t
I don’t
I don’t
I don’t want to waste my
I don’t
I don’t want to waste my
I don’t
I don’t want to waste my time

7. Last Laugh

Verse 1:

Hey boy
Rumour on the street
Is you’ve one upped me
Yeah You’ve one upped me
Well, Go on
Twist the story
However you want to
But i know the truth

It Such a small world
I just ran into your new girl
She said I’ve done a number
On you
I guess the lies you fed
Didn’t last in the end
Now baby go and cry me a river

Life will not ever be
The same without me
Betcha didn’t
(See it coming)
Me as your misery
Consume you daily
No, you didn’t
(See it)

Chorus:

I will always have the last laugh
(Have the, have the )
I’m always last on your mind
Oh ohh ohh
I will always have the last laugh
(Have the, have the)
Cause I’ve been laughin’ laughing
This whole time

Verse 2:

You are
Crazy toxic
When shit don’t go your way
That was everyday
And now Im
So sure
Happiness is something you don’t live by
You turn a blind eye

Well that’s the price you pay
For giving me away
Like I’m some cheap bottle of vodka
But now the jokes on you
I’m loving someone knew
Her name is me myself and I

Life will not ever be
The same without me
Betcha didn’t
(see it coming)
Me as your misery
Consume you daily
No, You didn’t
(See it coming)

Chorus:

I will always have the last laugh
Have the, have the
I’m always last on your mind
Oh ohh ohh
I will always have the last laugh
Have the, have the
Cause I’ve been laughin’ laughing
This whole time

(interlude)

Chorus: